
That Infernal Noise
We discuss those thoughts in the back of your head that most people don't talk about, in an effort to help others and grow ourselves.
Episodes
101 episodes
That Infernal Noise Ep. 71 - Just Trying to Be Better
In this episode Neish and I get back to business as usual. We talk about our struggles and our triumphs in our journey to grow as people and as a couple.Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Inst...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 70 - What We Learned from Mom’s Death
In this episode Neish and I get raw and emotional discussing the lessons we have learned in the year and a half since we lost my Mom. I go through a lot of emotions in this one, and probably get the most heated I have on the podcast talking ...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 69 - Trying to Like Me
In this episode Neish and I talk about our journey to liking ourselves, the obstacles, the fears and how we plan to like ourselves even more.Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thati...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 68 - You Deserve It
In this episode Neish and I talk about a dream I had of guilt and the past biting me in the a** and how we have felt we deserved all the BS that has gone on in our lives. We have a frank and honest conversation and explain how we have change...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 67 - The Two to Talk
In this episode Neish and I talk about what ended up saving our relationship: talking to each other with the intent to understand. It is definitely easier said than done but we have taken the time to focus on our relationship and have some r...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 66 - This is 40… One
In this episode Neish and I talk about my 41st birthday, our oldest son turning 21, dealing with our kids growing up and the current state of the world.Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Insta...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 65 - Just Doing Us
In this episode Neish and I talk about walking our own path and leaving things where they lay instead of picking them up and making them our responsibility.Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and I...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 64 - Creating Our Own Path Pt. 2
This episode is a continuation of last week's, Neish and I talk about walking the path of sobriety, our stance on equal rights and being allies for the LGBTQIA+ community. This is a side quest heavy episode.Follow us on faceboo...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 63 - Creating Our Own Path Pt.1
In this episode Neish and I talk about how we are trying to have all that we have been through, the good and bad, help forge our own path forward and change the narrative that we have been conditioned to believe about ourselves and the world...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 62 - Getting to Know Yourself
In this episode Neish and I talk about our revelations as of late and finally at around 40 understanding ourselves as well as what we want, need and deserve. It is never too late to be happy and accept the things you cannot change.Follow...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 61 - We’re Workin on It
In this episode Neish and I talk about our sabbatical and how busy our last few months have been, as well as her current struggles in her quest for growth and understanding. It is a frank and honest conversation between a husband and his wife.<...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 60 - Deathiversary
In this episode I roll solo and talk about the past year since losing my Mom and how things have changed since as well as the struggles I have had. Things have gotten better but I am still working on it.Follow us on facebook, t...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 59 - Holi-Daze 2024
In this episode Neish and I talk about her struggles with seasonal depression and how it is already setting in this year for a myriad of reasons. Please excuse the abrupt ending of the episode we had some technical defaults because I forgot ...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 58 - Maybe Momma Trauma II: Wrath of Mom
In this episode Neish and I talk about a subject all too familiar to us, our self doubt. She is very open and honest about her struggles as a Mom of 2 adult kids and 2 middle school aged ones and has a revelation or two about her relationshi...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 57 - …3 Weeks Later…
In this episode Neish and I talk about how life keeps lifing, our daughter ended up in the hospital due to her diabetes and we discuss our perception of the events of that week and the subsequent week in which I had a break with reality and ...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 56 - Maybe Momma Trauma
In this episode Neish and I talk about our Momma Trauma. How people like us weren’t done any favors by our mothers and how we were treated by them at times by having to be more responsible than even they were and how that has perpetuated its...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 55 - Carry on with Clarity
In this episode I talk about the recent insight and clarity I am gaining and it ends up being a love letter of appreciation for my partner in life. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfe...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 54 - Frustration in Growth
In this episode Neish and I have a candid discussion about our constant growth and the frustration we feel in that with others and “why don’t they get it.” We get kind of heated in talking about her mom and things that happened that neither ...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 53 - I Got The Message Ma
In this episode I get super honest and vulnerable about how I have been struggling since my Mom’s death especially with clearing out her house the past two weekends. I also describe the experience I had on Saturday night when I was having a ...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 52 - Bearlee Hanging On
In this episode Neish and I sit down and talk with our daughter Kaylee. We discuss where she is in life right now, the various traumas that we dealt her and how we have all grown since then. This is one of my favorite episodes that we have ever...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 51 - The Sex Episode
In this episode Neish and I have a candid conversation about things of a sexual nature and how she is a little spicy in that regard and I am a down right degenerate. We address the stigma’s surrounding sexuality, kinks and sleeping around an...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 50 - Therapy in a Galaxy Far Far Away
In this episode Neish and I have a bit of a therapy session and the Star Wars analogies are heavy in this episode. This is one of the myriad of reasons I love this woman, only she and I could have a serious in depth conversation about emotio...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 49 - Accountabilibuddies
In this episode Neish and I discuss our accountability, while also touching on the state of the world and the lack of accountability within so many different arenas. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 48 - Say It Louder for Those in the Back
In this episode Neish and I discuss communication, it is almost like it is key. We go all over the place as per usual. Guest starring (off camera) my little homie Noey.Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads an...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 47 - Kings and the Jellyman
In this episode I discuss a couple of my inspirations, David Gunn and Eugene Gill from King 810 and Jellyroll. Coming from what some would call the wrong side of the tracks myself and being told I would never be shit or that I was uppity bec...
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